tonboni

Ok everybody, it's time for me to go.  I can't stand coming on this site anymore without my Li.  I've already deleated all of my pictures.  I'm really sorry about this but it hurts way too much when I sign on this site.  I know, it's been two months and I still can't get over loseing her.  Well goodby everyone, and Li, if you ever come back to my page and read this, I love you.                       -Tonbo

It's been twelve days since she left me.  Twelve long, painful days have gone by and still, she is all I think and talk about.  I struggle every single day not to cry, but sometimes I just can't help myself.  I've prayed to God every morning and every night to help her realize that she is meant to be loved, because I love her with my whole heart and soul.  I feel like my life is crumbling right in front of me.  My memories of our good times are the only things rescuing me from falling.  I don't want to lose those memories, I want to continue making new ones for us to look back on and smile.  As I lay in bed at night, I wonder if she is, even

I can't stop thinking about her.  I havent hardly eaten anything, and haven't slept much.  I feel like I'm dieing.  The past week seemed like an eternity.  I just wish we could be together again and forget all the pain.